Wednesday, November 27, 2024

Global mental illness

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Empathy and compassion are a higher evolution. Anticipating others needs—in addition to being autonomous and having a strong sense of self are evolution. 


But being the other person and not you and not the other person—but dark shadows of each in an infinite black mirror —is severe mental illness. And it seems to be spreading across the globe. 

Tuesday, November 26, 2024

Unite and Conquer

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There is a variation to the classic Karpan’s drama triangle.  There is a director; a chessmaster.  The chessmaster establishes the perpetrator and victims, explicit or implicit; and indirectly endears rescuers—everyday people; the masses; the entire populace—to be the heroes in a brilliant unite and conquer.  

 

But why?  What are they gaining?

Monday, November 25, 2024

Rigged

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The program of planet earth was rigged; the dice were loaded from the start.

 

The world was rigged for women.  So that they are in total control.  The world was rigged against those who earn merit—in favor of those who decide to leech off of other or any group.  The world was rigged so that strength and pride would be cut down; or used as aggression—but lauded for those who use it for darkness.  The world was rigged even so that philanthropy would be in bed with the demolition of the framework of the things that allow the flow of the vitality and enjoyment and meritorious of life.  Even the spiritual reality and spirituality—in addition to the material reality—were rigged.

 

Some are deliberately tapping in to the loaded dice.  Others are naïve idealists who are robot soldiers for those pirating the program of this planet.  And anyone who arises to liberate us in meritoriousness and autonomy and real community and philanthropy are cut down; and discredited; and demonized.  And we all cheer their demise and jeer them in a sanctimonious choir.

 

Some of you may like that the game of life was rigged in your favor.  But you will also find that you lose; probably much worse.

Mommy Issues

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 The question isn’t who is going to let me.  It is who is going to stop me.

-       Attributed to Ayn Rand

 

I hear a lot of younger people new to the workforce and to relationships speaking in an entirely different way than I grew up with.  I hear them speaking from an entire paradigm of someone letting them or stopping them from doing things; accomplishing things; including dating and sex.  They think that someone is deciding their fate for them; that there is some force out there that is determining the entire world and everything in it.  They talk about relationship in terms of blame and the other person not doing this or that—instead of thinking in terms of them just being people; and everything just happening or not happening and them making it happen or not happen.  Everything they say belies this victim mentality.  If you listen, you can hear it in everything they say.

 

These kids I think actually think in terms of some type of over-arching parent-like figure deciding for them—and, implicitly, needing to decide for them.  From their girlfriends or boyfriends to their careers to a myriad of problems with the world that someone is doing to them or deciding—instead of a world of opportunity and wonder.

 

They are very other oriented: other-person oriented.  But not in an empathetic way—in a blaming and shaming way; like they are stuck in their terrible twos but have adapted that modus operandi to their adult life.  Not like they actually care for others—but want—no require—you to care for them.  It is highly psychotic.  But it seems to have become the collective unconscious.  This victim, perpetrator, rescuer psychosis has become normalized.  It seems to be everywhere: from schools to universities to the workplace to relationships to politics.  

 

These young adults actually think in terms of blame of some system or person who has done a number of things to them.  Everything they are is in these terms.  

 

Allegedly there is a new spirituality.  But it must also be on these terms.  So I guess it is a father figure or a husband figure who has done a number of things to them—and that blaming or hurting him must release them from this bondage and give them everything they want—or should I say deserve.

 

I think it started as a fun or rewarding game.  But the older people never told that to the younger people.  And the younger people are now mentally ill.  And the younger people are now becoming the older people.  The teachers and professors and politicians and actors and musicians.  And a whole new world has been injection molded.  And our world is now severely ailing; perhaps dying.  While you are knitting or on the golf course, there is a fire raging over the hill.

Sunday, November 17, 2024

N Agency

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I will come to you as a friend

You will trust me

I will give you a taste of your own vagina

I will tell you that you all the ways that you are oppressed

And how

I will tell you this man did it to you

You will ask how do I overcome this man

And have this power

I will give you a choice

You will ask me if you can take it

I will ask very little of you

You will be on your knees to have your power

I will offer you what is already yours

You will fervently agree

You will borrow your own power from me

I will act as your agent

You will get so high on thousands of years of power

 

At some point I will call in your debt

That very little I asked of you will become everything you have and more

You will pay for thousands of years

Saturday, November 16, 2024

Romance

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Women and men have different chakralogies.  Different things are important to them; different things are attractive to them.

 

When a woman is beautiful to you, she is beautiful in so many ways.  There is a magic or a spirit of the relationship that is based in—but goes far beyond—the sex appeal.  The sex appeal is the root of many branches and fruits.  Laughter, companionship, conversation, cuddling, cuteness—and everything else.

 

For a woman, it is different things.  It is security, stability, normalcy, strength, importance—as long as he is not freakish—that is the root of these things.  The mating of her looks with his security is the sex root that gives rise to the branches and fruits of relationship.

 

Sex seems to be the root for men—but it is not only sex at all.  And security is the root for women—but it is not only money at all.

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

You have to ask yourself why?

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 Aliens are paying a lot of attention to us.  You have to ask yourself why.

 

There are aliens and acts of god happening everywhere.  There is a global spiritual happening.  There are cannoning works of art and film describing both an apocalypse and a zetigetist.  Why?

 

Aliens are helping and reprimanding our every move.  They paying a lot of attention and effort to us.  You have to ask yourself why.  Why us?  Why earth?  Why would a spiritual entity be at my bidding?  Someone who is 800 years old and has an entire universe to look after and has abilities beyond my comprehension—why are they facilitating or reprimanding me?  A young earthling?

 

I theorize that we are not random.

 

I theorize that we are at the center of something huge in the entire universe.  I theorize that we are in some kind of universal resonance—or dissonance; and that these aliens/gods are seeing what we will do?

Monday, November 11, 2024

Destroying the toilet 2: The New Spirituality

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The spiritual zeitgeist where you are getting everything you want—or not—seems to be failing.

 

You are allegedly homo superior.  You have your third eye opened; you have magical knowledge; you are making a brave new material world.

 

But you are becoming more and more apelike.  Or, actually, automatons who have hacked into good feelings and ways of getting them—but you are becoming more and more aspbergers—but your go to—or only—strategies are human sounding—or emotional sounding—but are the same things over and over again.  And are not evolved; or divine.  And the emotion is practiced, not naturally arising.

 

I notice people are speaking in repetitive phrases—that seem to have a precise purpose each time: like a rat hitting a cocaine button.  I guess people are choosing from a few options of hacked vitality in the alleged zeitgeist.

 

The children are more and more retarded each successive generation.

 

The myriad of avenues of human vitality have been whittled down to a few choices: and I think it all is about fucking.  I think there is money; and apparently there is power; and there is eating.

 

There are only a few good things to choose from.  Sex, drugs, power.  So this zeitgeist is humanity basically shitting.

 

Power seems to be a big theme.  I think a justification for the aforementioned.  No matter the cost.  But some people take the power seriously.  Power for what, though.  Or over whom?

 

It’s like a hidden, mechanical animal dance.  And a dance of dominance I think.  Power.  Like we are now a species of robotic apes; I guess complete with hierarchy; and everybody thrusting.  Or biting down.

Sunday, November 10, 2024

Cause People

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Usually, the people who are really into one cause or antiher are abnormal people.  Normal people are into working and family and community and philanthropy.

 

Cause people pretend that they are performing philanthropy—but are really medicating their abnormalities.  Normal people don’t really have problems with everything; or need someone else to do things for them.  They can do things on their own.  They can live and survive and have a family and usually give much more money and aid to those in need.  Cause people, in their alleged philanthropy, actually set up a series of rules and regulations whereby they project their inner mental illness on society; or they actually mean to heist society and normal people.  Cause people actually need something from you.  And cause people are very unhappy people.

 

We have been raised over our entire lives to believe in a series of things that are either dysfunctional or a heist.  We don’t know the difference.  For example, women who need feminism are usually ugly or messed up women.  Most women are fine; and can get along just fine.  Feminists end up very ugly and without family; or divorced and alcoholic.  Almost all causes are like this.

 

So, these cause people have co-opted legislators into forcing the media to pretend their causes are worthy and to pass rules and regulations on all people and businesses in society. And raise children to not know the difference; or even be vehement.  We have been duped entirely. 

 

These cause people may have made you believe you are not okay; and that you cannot do it.  Until they hijack the economy and you actually can’t do it—and they say see or we have the answer you are looking for: and they come out of the corners of your mind or life and magically have an answer for you.  And you become dependent on them.  If you are young enough, you may actually believe them.  If you are desperate enough, you may actually cooperate with them.  But they only have lack to sell you; problems to sell you—I guess with ready solutions that always center around reorganizing all of society and redistributing (or brokering) something: money, sex, power—things that are already yours.  Or they really do run a cartel—a monopoly—on something you value very much.  And they inevitably use force.  Cause people are actually the new cops.

 

Perhaps you can find the real source of whatever they are giving you and circumvent these pirates and take back your own power from those taking back your power.

Saturday, November 9, 2024

Realize

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I don’t know if you realize it, but you are amazing.

 

The people you want to be like; the people you are blaming; the people you idolize; the people you decry; the people on TV; the people on the stage; the people in office; the people in a cage—you are.

 

You are powerful and beautiful and crazy and evil.  You are a beacon or a lighthouse on your own.  You are in front of an audience of the universe every little thing you do.  Your voice and your actions are as powerful as any man or woman of any race or religion or sexual orientation or any other category as anyone in the universe.  

 

You are strong; you are weak; you are smart; you are naïve; you are experienced.  You are the face and the hand of the universe.  You are the godhead.

 

If you have an issue, quit blaming others and making excuses and triangulating others and do something yourself.  Or not.  You do not have to win.  Your efforts; your entire life is known by someone very big in the universe.  And they are watching you.  Not to see you fail; but to see you succeed.  Which you do by putting in your best effort.

Friday, November 8, 2024

Destroying the Toilet: The New Gangsterism.

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Destroying the Toilet: The New Gangsterism.

 

 

There seems to be a new way of living that has taken over the nation—and maybe the world: destroying the toilet.  

 

Taking lots of drugs and having lots of sex and eating lots of food and “destroying it,” as it were.  For a lot of people, I guess, the meaning of life is “destroying it.”  Hitting it.  Killing it.  Success is measured in grams and ounces and kilos and vaginas and dicks—not as a part of a full and meaningful life; not as part of a fulfilling purpose-driven life; but as the passion and purpose of life.  The purpose of your life may be destroying it; destroying vagina or dick or drugs.  Or people.  Or institutions.  Or benevolent governments.  Or good people.  Or nations.  Or populations.  Or planet earth.

 

Like weighing your shit for good health.  Or for your psyche; your pride and your joy.

 

Your entire modus operandi might be “destroying it.”  Destroying the world—or your part of it.  Like destroying the toilet.  That may be actually what makes you happy.


So how does one appeal to those people who actually enjoy destroying it.  How do you appeal to people who are happy destroying it.  Eventually you will destroy the things that you destroy.  Eventually there will be nothing left to pirate; nothing left to destroy or consume.  And no island left to sail off to.  America was that island.  Or Europe.  Or Hawaii.  Or wherever.  That eventually you will have nothing left to eat but that shit.

Unhappy Junkies

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“What does the money machine eat?  It eats youth, spontenaety, life, beauty and above all it eats creativity.” - Anonymous 

 

 

Not really. The modern world, with its engines and avenues and media and currencies empowers the vitality of human beings to live a great and full life. It sounds like you have some type of problem and couldn’t make it as a human. But you made it through the adolescent rebel without a cause machine somehow. One of millions now of a teenage wasteland that has become a dystopia at best. Likely much worse. 

 

How does the adolescent rebel without a cause machine work?. Someone incites people at their normal hard times and endears them to burn down every aspect of their world and the beauty of the whole world that would empower you and be avenues for your vitality. So you can use the burning forum and louvre and capitol—an Alexandria—to light your crack pipe or cook your heroin. 

 

But it’s alright. Just stop deconstructing kids minds and destroying the world please; projecting your teen angst or whatever your ailment is on everyone else in ways that destroy our future life and future world. You are killing us all—But without us knowing it.  

 

Please see a therapist for a while before you motivate future happy and successful people to become unhappy junkies like you. 

 

Of course you are free to speak your mind and practice your religion, until you burn down the capitol in your tantrum; or worse: your actual agenda. And l should be free to take a stand against you; and for many of the things you are for—but you took care of that. Enjoy the heroine until it’s gone. I love you. 

 

Thursday, November 7, 2024

Bank of Amber (B of A)

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I notice the youth are very mentally ill.  They are not well.  They have embraced blame and victimhood as a modus operandi, as a way of being, as a way of living.  And they are coming into power in politics and as the police and jails and civil justice warriors and forcing this karpmans mental illness on everyone.

 

Instead of emanating wholeness and reflecting off of each other; and that light multiplying; imbuing autonomy and eminence—in this alleged zeitgeist.

 

Things like narcissism are the common tongue; things like social justice are the modality of our government and loyal patriots citizens who keep everyone else in line: where you tangle a series of lacks and aggression into a modus operandi whereby you dominate others. 

 

Taking back the night.  Embracing the darkness.  Sharing your wounds; your emptiness.

 

You are breeding seven billion little black holes instead of little suns.

 

You are sharing your pain, connecting through your pain.  You are institutionalizing despair and wounding and problems into all levels and facets of society: politics, psychology, the workplace, your social and sex life, your childrens’ psyches.

 

Somehow you have money and can survive.  Somehow you are fitting together like a jigsaw puzzle of darkness; relating to each other as such—so there is light and power coming from somewhere.

 

I am guessing the core group of purveyors of this new world order are relatively normal: drinking their champagne and doing their cocaine somewhere you don’t see; while the remnants of the world try and scrap together their lives and their world.  The real billionaires and the real “people.”  You may be fine—but your children and the rest of the world are dying terrible deaths inside; as is the world.

 

What happens to anyone who tries to save you or help you save yourself: that is adversarial to the profiteers.

 

Wednesday, November 6, 2024

Spiritual War

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There was a lady with a baby who came right up next to me in the coffee shop today and started rocking her baby.  exactly as her baby rocked in its cradle, I felt energy being thrown at me as her baby wagged in an overwhelming and painful fashion.  I don’t think it was a problem with the baby or the crowed space like they might say in an entertaining way on a television comedy show.  I think there is a spiritual war going on.  I think that lady had allies around or inside of me who were torturing me deliberately exactly with the timing and motion of her baby rocking.

 

Perhaps there was a theme of motherhood.  Perhaps there was a theme of feminism.  Perhaps other themes.  She certainly was using her baby as a human shield.  It was certainly timed with this election.  And targeted at me—a warrior for your soul and freedom.

 

Just yesterday the republican won the presidential election; and I personally represent a threat to many who side with the liberals—who have endeared the women and impoverished purposely——but I believe have a material —and now I think a spiritual—agenda.  But they have flipped the script on me and the libertarians—by criminalizing and demonized and robbing them blind, like me—and those who would fight for liberty and real community and philanthropy.; utilizing spiritual tactics that are perhaps invisible to the masses.


Someone is deliberately having your energy and deciding what you like and dont like and how you feel--not for your bst interest, which you feel it is--but for theiragenda.  literally the way you feel about a republican or a person or a nation or anything is being hacked--but so that you dont know it through the meat by which you know things.  that has been hacked too.

 

Someone or a few are using spiritual warfare against you and conning you into taking their side so they can profiteer off of you somehow with your agreement.  They have coopted you probably with great spiritual and material or ire-based gifts to galavant with them and pirate the United States.  They have obviously promised you something or given you something that you don’t mind taking—you think.  Like magical sex or money.  And you don’t really see any problem with it.  But I posit that the sex and magic were free and they conned you somehow—like paying for it in other ways—which you didn’t need to at all; and have gifted you with material gain or entertainment that you also think is free—but I posit costs you much more in the long run also.

 

It seems they have appealed to gender and sex, sexual entertainment, monetary inequality, and have included race and gender also.  I posit that you have been gifted incredible things and are not going to argue with them—or you are an idealist who has been indoctrinated—or some combination thereof.  Now that I have learned more about these things which I found to be bullshit throughout my life, I realize that 

  

1. Someone has brokered your magic and your vagina when it was free

And

2. that someone has promised you money from those with money—when you were happier with the power of your own back and hand—and really had more; and that we all had more money than we soon will when we earned it as opposed to straight up stole it form those who have more of it; that soon we will not have that money; and will have to pay it back.

And that we will have to pay back our own vagina or penis, as is already evident

 

Except someone has been deliberately hiding all of this from you.  So your heroes and leaders are in fact pirates of some kind profiting off of you—and your auro: your spiritual and material autonomy and labor through a series of histories and lies and its and amazing things and mostly not being able to see the long run versus the short run—even involving multiple lives.

Sunday, November 3, 2024

Energy Hijack

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The top down, other oriented, blaming and controlling and interdependent—as opposed to voluntarily associated, self-reliant, empathetic, compassionate—philosophy of social interaction and government has actually led the collective unconscious to change.  Our chakralogy—how we feel and think when we are with people or working or purchase certain things or go different places—has changed into a paisley slime.  People call it good energy or bad energy—but it is actually part of the hijacking of our very auro.  Someone has hijacked our spirits and our world.

 

For example, when I go to a certain coffee shop, I used to feel good.  Now I feel bad.  The coffee shop is the same.  What is different?  I feel guilty about having offended someone.  And the spiritual justice system makes it so that I don’t feel good in that coffee shop anymore.  I might say somethibg like that barista or that coffee shop has bad energy; but it is actually some type of energetic dynamic that is determining good and bad energy.  What is it?

 

What determines good and bad energy?  Or should I say who?  Why would it not always be good energy?  Do we have to do something to have or get good energy?  If so what is it?  And is that not a good and bad?  

 

I have theories about what would make you feel good about yourself and your life and be more kind and productive for yourself, your family your community and the world.  I have been writing extensively about it in this blog and I have published books about it.  That you would determine your life yourself.  So, who is actually determining your life if it is not you?