Why am I alive?

Why am I alive?

To kill your drive

To kill your flight

To level your height

To blind your sight

Out of spite

Why are we alive?

Why do we go to space when we can't even always go to the store?

Why do we write, paint and strum when we can't even always pay our rent?

Why do we invest in ourselves when there is no guarantee?

Why do we help others when we struggle ourselves?

Why do we strive?

Why are we alive?

Is my body okay?

Our bodies are our home and our vessel.

Our bodies connect us to the material and spiritual.

Our bodies eventually take us across the great divide.

Do you exist? The social perspective versus the whole or autonomous or actualized person.

Do you exist?  The social perspective versus the whole or autonomous or actualized person.

 

 

Do you exist without your relation to other people?  If you do, you have good relations and relationships and financial success and inner and outer peace.  If you don’t, you are poor in spirit and materially and in relations.  And you are prone to violence and microviolence.

 

If you are always focusing on other people, you will never be happy and usually not achieve or achieve less.  If you exist without your relationship to other people, you will have good relations and form loving communities.  If you are always focusing on the social and other people, you will have communities of enmity or cancellation or violence.

 

Social develops naturally.  Where it is forced, you have anti-social psychology and behavior.  You have violence and meta violence.

 

And a whole person is much more at peace.  And peaceful.  And empathetic and kind and giving and philanthropic.

 

If you want to rule, you will always be a slave.  If you don’t want to rule, you will always be a king.

 

And this is the human perspective.  There are those who will con you with social community or justice or alleged good intentions-- so that they can steal everything from you—and rule you.  And centralized authority ALWAYS devolves into this.

 

If you have been raised with values or morals or mores you of course can freely associate or form communes or communities or even nations (if you are homogenous) where you have similar mores and some type of community.  Ideally.

Rx Back to basics - What do you do in an apocalypse?

Rx

 

Back to basics - What do you do in an apocalypse?

 

 

You may be unaware, but you are living in an apocalypse.  It is sold as a zeitgeist.  You have likely acquired some magic and it seems obvious that this is a higher evolution. The truth is sobering.  This magic came from sacrificing someone very important to get you all the things you think you are getting—but he was giving you—and much more—including magic and beauty and money—without cost.  Some parties brokered and utilized this man and fronted you a shadowy version of this evolution or spirituality—with terrible costs—and you and planet earth—for profit.

 

If you are old enough, you remember the deluge.  Most of the people left are old enough to remember.  But everyone wants young vagina.  Or to have young looking vagina.  Including the women.  So there is an unhealthy over-focus on sex.  

 

The population of planet earth was evacuated about forty years ago due to this alleged zeitgeist—so that everyone wouldn’t be sacrificed.  Things are that bad.  From our personal lives to our family lives to our work lives to politics and economics, we have sacrificed ourselves, our children and our world.

 

Most of us are like heroin addicts now.  We are busy getting off and not able to support or take care of our families or spouse or ourselves.  Someone is floating you your cash and alcohol and food and water.  While you imbibe.  If you don’t know, you cannot count on something inorganic.  Something without roots.  Personally and globally.

 

Some know that there is something very wrong.  Some might think this is normal.  Some think fuck it.  The ones who are responsible for it are hailing a new era of some kind.  Or claiming to be victims.  Of what exactly?  

 

A few of us are embracing vagina and this magic as the new spirituality.  Some of us are trying to justify everything out loud as if that makes a difference.  Some people are giving up and moving to Seattle.  Everyone is diverting somehow.

 

So, what do you do in an apocalypse?  What do you do when the world is collapsing?  What do you do when your life is collapsing—or tenuous?  You do the same things that you do when anything is tough.  You may likely not know what that is…

 

You focus on working your way through or out of it.  Internally and externally.

 

Internally you work on meditation.  Not just on a yoga mat for an hour.  But throughout your day and life.  You try and be love and kindness oriented.  But resilient and hearty.

 

Externally you focus on survival.  The things that are integral to survival.  Being able to support yourself or survive either in this social study or without it.  Pairing or grouping up for support and safety.  Being on the defensive, not the offensive.

 

You take care of family.  It is ironic in this spiritual evolution that we don’t know how to deal with what we see.  For example knowing where our children’s soul came from.  Or punishing them like we are God.  Or using them as vessels.  So we neglect or use or abuse our children.  If we were truly spiritual, we would take care of our children and spouse like we would normally.  So I suggest back to basics.

 

You may have noticed, but there really is no economy anymore.  So we are inches away from having to hunt or farm for survival.  If we make it to the other side, where the world was evacuated to, what will that look like?  How will we survive?  You likely will experience a paradigm shift along with a world shift.  

 

If we make it to the other side, we may likely have a repayment on the front of what we stole.  What will that repayment look like?  To simplify, it will look like the source and target of our evolution and growth.  We will have to experience what we did and do to him.

 

You can also start repaying now to alleviate your future karmic pain.  That is the best evolutionary and spiritual move you can make.

Mirror

Imagine the most disgusting disturbing vile hilarious thing you have ever seen.

 

It is actually a mirror

the best dildos possible

There is world where you can get as the best dildos as possible.  Plastic, metal, electric, etc.  It is in a laissez faire society: a society with institutions that preserve individual rights and voluntary association and property and money.  it is the same world that gave you birth control.

As many bitches as possible

There is world where you can get as many bitches as possible.  And they are showered and shaven.  It is in a laissez faire society: a society with institutions that preserve individual rights and voluntary association and property. Your right to do or not do who you want--as long as you allow others to do who or not do who they want.

As much money as possible

There is a world where you can get as much money as possible. It is in a laissez faire society: a society with institutions that preserve individual rights and voluntary association and property. Your right to do and trade--or not do-- as you want--as long as you allow others to do as they want.

All the marijuana you can smoke

There is a world where you get as much marijuana as possible. It is in a laissez faire society: a society with institutions that preserve individual rights and voluntary association and money. Your right to smoke and sell as you want--as long as you allow others to smoke and sell as they want.

Psychology and Magic

 Psychology and Psychiatry and Medicine and Magic

 

 

We are currently in pre-modern psychology.  We don’t know much about the brain.  Or mental illness.  Or medicine for it.  We cannot really heal mental illness.  We don’t even really know much about medicine.  We are not very far as doctors.  A few happy accidents made modern medicine seem modern:  the accidental discovery of penicillin and a few other drugs and vaccines (measles, mumps, and tuberculosis).  And painkillers and steroids and other—quite simply—drugs.

 

Organic chemistry taught us more than we ever knew.  As did other experimentation on a human being.  It was a quantum leap, as it were—a leap far beyond modern medicine—but it doesn’t really help us all that much.

 

Organic chemistry can be likened to shamanism.  We learn a lot about how to manipulate the human body and mind as a machine—but we have yet to supercede God.  Even shamans can’t heal mental illness.  They can alleviate it as long as they are nursing a patient.  But as soon as they stop shifting the patient’s chakras, the mental illness returns.  We almost cannot heal anything. 

 

Psychology began as an assessment of this pseudo shamanism itself.  Freud basically called us chimpanzees.  Or, as he phrased it, children: telling us we were mentally ill for what we were about to do—for what we are doing.  Jung attempted to for us to endeavor our own journey that we might help instead of do harm to our patients.  

 

Our primary modus operandi is hammering patients with heavy psychotropics with little to no evidence of effectiveness.  Or caging them.  But that is very expensive.  Or talk therapy: basically confessional.  But we are basically animals drilling in monkeys’ heads—as doctors.

 

Even in medicine, we still use hammers and saws and knives—there is blood everywhere—and let God do the heavy lifting—and give the patient the notion that we know what we are doing—when God is doing virtually everything.

 

We are hacks.  We are sex addicts.  And money addicts.  And we become monsters.  We are still based in the material—as opposed to the spiritual.  We are still talking about sex or money or justice or race or gender.  Sex, money and power.  Even the best of us.

 

And we do end up with some form of the supernatural.  That seems to be a case in point that we are right somehow, admittedly.  But there are shortcuts to magic; to having our third eye opened.  And we are taking them—or it.  It used to be called human sacrifice or witchcraft.  Or black magic.  It is essentially raping a man with a female guardian angel to please the male guardians of this planet in an irony. It requires and indicates no skill or spirituality or superiority whatsoever.  The more significant the man, the more alleged inheritance we get.

 

A case in point that this is not homo superior, is that the magic we get, we lose.  For example, real earned magic comes with something called intent.  The shaman can create a loaf of bread or a bar of gold in his or her had out of nothing.  If you can’t do this you are a witch—not a real shaman.  And if you had this but lose it, you are a witch, not a shaman.  Chances are if you create the gold bars instead of the loaves of bread, you are a witch, not shaman; and. Chances are you will lose your magic.

 

Another case in point that you are not homo superior is that there are zero negative side-effects to real magic or having your third eye opened.  There are many terrible side effects of witchcraft.  The side-effects match your intentions.  If you are trying to get sex, you end up fat and sterile.  If you are trying to get money, you end up addicted to alcohol or other drugs.  Or many things like this.  If you are trying to get power, even worse things happen.   Like being reborn disabled or as insects of some kind—or having no body at all.  I admit, I don’t know all the details.  I do not practice anything unethical.  And witchcraft is inherently unethical.  And inherently not homo superior.

 

In fact, in my experience and observation, it’s not just things like magic and chakralogy that makes us spiritual.  We are basically the same even when we acquire what we call spirituality.  It is not the magic that makes us.  It is hard earned wisdom.  Mostly based around love and goodness.  Otherwise, we are just more powerful selfish people.  And we have actually created a much bigger problem than solution with this “homo-superior” magic.  Many pretend to be good.  Many admit what this is.

 

There is real magic.  It is very very rare.  Castaneda attempted to establish a path for real shamans.  For real magic.  Perhaps based on a path that already existed.  Perhaps not.  It is a very difficult path.  Much more difficult than medical school and all the school leading up to it.  And it does lead to real magic—along with the mental and emotional maturity of being a spiritual adult.  Not just shifting your chakras and pretending.  Maybe even to yourself.

 

There is a caveat for this alleged zeitgeist.  Part of it was given—and free of charge.  But one had to reel oneself in according to a set of rules to avoid destroying oneself and planet earth.  Not the subject/object’s rules—or choice: God’s choice.  And a female god gave these rules to us.  Her name was Elyse.  Or Annie.  His name was Al.  Al is in his next life writing this article.  And doing many other things.  Even as he is used and demonized and slaughtered.  Elyse already fled to be reborn in Germany from what I heard.

 

 

A fake me. a threat to someone. a boon to you.

 Someone is showing you a fake me. I represent a threat to someone. and am a boon to you.

Bowling

 Bowling

 

 

Paint me like every evil around

For every man in town

To bowl me down

To in woman drown

 

And for every woman

To get off with a blender

And then send her

Off and cummin’

 

And this innocent man

Send off asail

To inner space

For this cherry race

All leather and rail and lace

Agriculture - Economics - Everything that matters to most people - Rx

 Rx - Augriculture - Macro-anthropology (Ecomonics)

 

 

People naturally act and interact in what could be called a web of interconnectedness based on their volition (their wants and desires and passions and individual and group character). This organic web could be called an economy or a system (system is a misnomer as it is all grassroots—bottom up—not governed top down). This web or economy creates everything we value including wealth and culture. People voluntarily associate and trade according to their desires and connect with each other organically. In a web like this, there is more wealth (also wealth distributed most equally across all castes—although the greatest creators and facilitators will be extremely wealthy) and culture —not to mention passion and purpose—than any organized or governed “system.”  This is called laissez-faire economics or capitalism. 

 

Any large governing will cripple this web of voluntarily association like an axe to a coral reef.  Overregulation and erroneous taxation brutally cuts and inhibits this organic interconnectedness. This the best way to alllow this augriculture is a minimal government in terms of top down coercion. Though this web does benefit from a minimal government to guarantee the liberty and non interference of any entities brutalizing people and this web—including big government and monopolies and cartels. 

 

Also government (coercion) cannot or will not create this organic interconnectedness. It is way too complicated. It is way too natural like a law of nature. An effort to recreate this augriculture could be likened to recreating the multifaceted connectedness of every individual in the society to every other individual in the society. 

 

The mathematical definition representation of this would be that the government has to recreate the ( number of the population ) ! .  So if the population is, say, the size of Europe (350 million people), the government would have to replicate and predict (and be purely altruistic insodoing—without any corruption or avarice in it’s vanguard) 350 million! Filaments or strands between the people and each other. That is more than trillions of relationships—economic and other kinds—to effectively serve the population. I mean combinations not permutations.

 

It is well known that communist nations are dirt poor across the board. And that absolute power eventually or immediately corrupts. It is less well known that socialist nations only allow wealthy people to immigrate and maintain that all members are independently wealthy. It is well known around the world that the United States is a holy grail for people around the world to immigrate to for its liberty and opportunity (the freedom to work and keep what you have earned)—except in the United States itself (it’s own inhabitants denigrate it’s principles and uniqueness in it’s liberties and are spoiled and entitled and call for the dismantling of the most prolific and successful economic and cultural experiment in history. 

 

The United States is an example at an attempt at augiculture.  It has been corrupted—but still has the most opportunity in the world—at least according to immigrants.  While American foreign policy spawns a dislike of America and perhaps Americans, most people in the world who lack opportunities yearn to immigrate to the United States and even have gone so far as to criticize publicly America’s own people for dismantling something that foreigners wish they had so badly. And the ills of the America that are well-known ( like health care costs and militarism) are not truly American at all. They are the result of cartels and people above the government of the people, by the people and for the people. 

 

America is an example. It’s vast wealth and opportunity and burgeoning culture (music, film, art, literature). Are simply a product of its being augricultural. Any nation in theory could be augricultural. And it’s people would be much appreciative. 

 

Augriculture is the highest natural and organic state of people and their relationship to each other (often referred to as “economics”).  It likely requires a minimal government. It is often referred to as libertarianism.  All needs are met best in augriculture. Along with the thriving of the spirit—as everyone is allowed to do what they wish and associate as they wish.  

 

It is okay to have infrastructure performed by the government. Things that are naturally centralized: like roads and fire departments and police and other things like this—and, perhaps, other infrastructures like social services. 

Whats going on

 

 

There is no fate but that which we make... Rx

Rx - There is no fate but that which we make

I have been seeing videos of shoplifters routing stores.  I have seen many storefronts closed (before Covet - 17).  The police are now unable to keep the peace.  

Economies are crashing.  Governments are printing money and handing it out.  Many people are now praying to God.  Others are scavenging what they can.  

People are being paid to still sell us alcohol.  There is a mass diversion occurring on the internet. 

I just saw a video of citizens chasing down and tackling a shoplifter.  I am seeing now on social media people finally questioning the collective consciousness.  Even openly criticizing it and disagreeing with it--for the first time in years.  or decades.

Our collective welfare is based on either cooperation and trade or the law of the jungle.  If you live in a community.  If you live on a farm or in the woods, I am guessing you already protect yourself.  And have spoken with other farmers or people in your vicinity: to protect your sustenance and peace.  In the cities we are faced with doing the same thing. 

I suggest town hall and secret meetings and decide how to protect our sustenance and livelihood and peace.  I suggest speaking your mind openly and freely.  I suggest thinking hardabout what you value most and if and how you want to protect it.

I suggest honest conversations with family and potential family.  I suggest maintaining an armored education and growth chamber for our children that is protected from this divertimente.  So that they all will be viable spiritual and material beings.

We determine our reality.  We have determined it up to this point.  We will determine it into the future.

We determine education.  We determine trade.  We determine parenting.  We determine what our children become--what society becomes.  We determine our government.  We determine our laws.  We determine our spirituality.  We determine our material well-being--either individually--or in cooperation with others.  We determine our safety--and mutual safety and well-being.

In reality, the police can't help us that much.  The government can't help us that much. Depending on our participation in any given society.  Only we can help ourselves.  It takes courage on an individual level.  It takes communication in a group environment.  And  any cooperation and trade that we decide is good--or necessary.

Things have come to a reality check.

Our governments have failed us.  Have we failed ourselves?  When I saw regular citizens chasing down and holding down a shoplifter, I gained hope.

If there is a problem, it is up to us to solve it.  We can use love with each other.  And our children. And we can limit aggression and psychology and force to keep the peace.  Or allow or embrace violence and tribalism and scavenging and rape and murder and theft.  

We can try and form governments that facilitate our cooperation, trade and basic safety: rights--and stop theft, murder and rape.  Or we can institutionalize theft, murder and rape.  Individual rights and voluntary association allow material and spiritual wealth and health and community.  More coercion (force; control) leads to more destitution materially and spiritually and collectively.  

And this is reflected in how we look; our sex lives; our distribution of wealth; our spirituality--our actualization--individually and collectively.

Do you believe you own your mind?  Do you believe you own your body?  Do you believe you own your clothes?  Do you believe you own your shoes?  Do you believe you own your vagina?  Do you believe you own your soul?

Where is the coercion leading?  From where is our security derived?  Where does our love grow?

Where is the theft leading?  Where is the labor leading?  

We can be an organism of nature--and coexist with it.  And protect and enjoy it.  And be a part of it.  Or we can allow the jungle to overgrow the cities--our communities.  It is an option to run.  But I don't know if you can actually get away.

We have determined our entire society.  Our entire world.  And our individual welfare.  In reality.  And we will protect our well-being--both spiritually and materially.  Or we won't.  And we will reap the fruits of our labor.  Or apathy.  Or fear.  Or love.  And strength.

There is no fate but that which we make.

Sight Blind (Get off/Get on) - Rx

Rx

You see so much that you are blind.   

Keep doing the basics.  Keep enriching yourself (1. being loving; 2. meditation (3. making amends for transgressions)).  Take car of family.  Do not sexualize children.  Keep enriching your community.

Keep doing the basics.  Then/and get high/off.  

Mastering the basics are more advanced than being spiritual sushi chefs.  Eventually, mastering the basics will take you higher than the heights you think you have achieved.  And make your material world abundant.  And your bodies will be beautiful.

God and the Devil

 God and the Devil

(Ideally) No one is deciding for us. (Ideally) There is no one playing God. If there is a God, he shows us how to do it ourselves. He does not desire to be in control or to be worshipped. Perhaps he has to invisibly intercede in times of crisis. And visibly in times of emergency. Only a Devil would want something from you without paying for it. Only a Devil would try to rearrange everything to suit themselves. Only a Devil would want to control you.

How do liberty and government relate to economics and culture?

 How do liberty and government relate to economics and culture?

 

 

Liberty—which does have a minimal government—to preserve liberty—allows people to trade freely and be entrepreneurs more easily.  There are more businesses.  More technology.  More jobs.  More tax dollars for infrastructure.   Thus, there is more wealth—and more distribution of wealth.

 

With more wealth comes more culture: more art, more music, more film.  This has been true since the renaissance beginning in Florence and  Vienna and the enlightenment in Germany and Britain and the modern era in the United States, Britain, Germany and Japan.  Each of these nations benefitted from free trade and entrepreneurship—which overflowed into culture and art.

 

In societies where there is an authority determining the flow of wealth.  There is less equal distribution of wealth.  There are less entrepreneurs and less jobs.  There is limited or virtually no trade.  And the people of those societies are much more burdened and poorer and have to work harder—if they can find work—for less money and less infrastructure (the things that government does do—like education and healthcare and roads and bridges and police and fire departments).  Also, horrible things happen to culture.  There are cultural revolutions where centuries of art and literature and spirituality are destroyed.  

 

So many nations and continents are devastated by authoritarian rule.  Their people are poor and hungry and without so many things.  Even basic health and safety.

 

The stick of authority is brutal and destructive—vinegar to a people. The carrots of laissez faire politics/economics are water to a people.

 

In each nation that has had the choice between modernism: laissez faire economics—and well-intentioned government.  Well-intentioned government has crippled or destroyed these nations’ and their peoples’ well-being.

 

How does this happen?  There is a fervor over a philosophy that overtakes the voters or their representatives (the peoples’ representatives are also these philosophes and intelligentsia (de facto)) and a revolution or a new government is formed that says everything the people want to hear:  We will take care of you.  We will provide for you.  We will protect you.  Everyone wants to hear this.  It is the same thing that happens in fascism.

 

And institutionalization occurs.  The people become dependent on the government to take care of them.  And the organic connections between people disappear.  The organic entrepreneurship disappears—or there is no opportunity.  The organic trade doesn’t have avenues.  The jobs disappear.  So, there is less or no wealth to redistribute.

 

And the only art and culture left in government driven societies is that which worships the new religion.  The state. The propaganda that supports the state.  The propaganda that supports the collective consciousness.  That supports the state.  Or the monarch.  Or the despot.

 

This is the best-case scenario.  In most cases, a brutal monarchy or despotism takes over.  And a brutal dictatorship occurs.  And the people live in destitution and fear and violence.  They are not allowed to speak freely.  They are not allowed to protest the government.  They are often burglarized by government agents—even murdered.  Even murdered en masse.

 

And a cold truth that may be hard to believe—even in modern nations: these philosophes and intelligentsia—and their media—become landed gentry: royalty.  They get paid to con all of you. Over time, these intelligentsia do it for free.  This is nearly impossible to believe—and highly dangerous to say: but it is the old royalty regaining power over you.  It is back to lords and serfs.  You become serfs to the royalty again—guised as progressives—but you agreed to it!

 

 

411 - Rx

Rx

The 1970's was the last decade,  We have been living in a wrinkle in time--in between times--in dystopia--in really the apocalypse--for 40 years.  Perhaps no one has told you.  That is quite telling.

If you want to know where we are, you have to go back to pre 1983.  1982 and before will give you a charte.  the 1970's, the 1960's, the 1950's.  And old religions and spiritualities.  they were probably adjusted too.  Music, religion, politics, economics, comics, sports, sociology/anthropology--if the history hasn't been burned.  There has been an ambivalent flow of information since then.  Thanks to Scientology.  The music and movies can give you a star map.  If you can find old analog or hard copies.

Your parents or grandparents or former professors and teachers and the illuminati and the Church and the Rabbinit and the Dali llama and Scientology and biker gangs and perhaps others know what's going on--to a greater or lesser extent.  They may be ambivalent for reasons ranging from fear to guilt to agenda to profiteering.

Your own parents and priests and Rabbis and leaders and even alleged friends and family are misleading you.  

They probably didn't tell you, but the world vanished in 1982 or so. We are left with the ambivalent, the guilty, a skeleton crew-and you.

This cornucopia--this zeitgeist--this dystopia--this strange land--this Disneyland Las Vegas--is actually the apocalypse.  I guess you can spin it in a couple ways.

The government doesn't really exist much at all.  The economy is not self-supporting.  It is propped up by someone.  The cities are empty.  Except where the gold is.  People journey to Mecca or make Aliyah or pilgrimage or travel or work or work remotely to one locus.  It is not Jerusalem.  It is not Tibet.  It is not Rome.  They may be transfer stations for something else.

There are probably entire spiritualities and philosophies and politics and economics dedicated to justifying this farming.  Thousand(s) year old religions are probably being changed for the first time.  Most of you probably think this is normal--or not normal so normal--or whatever bull they are feeding you.  Most of you may not know why you would even care.  A few have tried to get messages through.  But everyone does what they know.  Who is controlling what you know?

You are being sold by a few in the names of sexual liberation and other liberations and justices by madams that know how to run things.  Who have soldiers who inform you.  

To make the decision yourself.  By spiritual law they have to give you a choice.  Some have polluted the air quite a bit.  But you probably have an idea.  It's your choice.

You have taken out spiritual and material loans by brokers brokering me, moshiach--the locus you jump to with regularity for your zeit.  And also the capital for probably everything--as you abandoned life and chose this.  Or you were taught to do this.

For the record, the good things you are getting out of this were already free from me to you.  The bad things were the brokers trying to profit off of you and me.  To simplify it: anything bad is the brokers. Anything good was free.  The politics and economics--(and) the orgies and entertainment and psychology are not a return to love.  You do not need to eat both.  

You already have/had your third eye opened and the magic and the orgasms.  You do/did not have to castrate--yourselves.  Or you do not have to castrate yourself any more.  And acquire more spiritual debt.  More bad karma.

Information from the radio and record and book era might help. If you have old records or books or history books or newspaper clippings, make sure to keep them.  Anything analog or hard copy.  Especially from Before 1983.  Consulting them might assist you a lot.  Be very wary of anything written or produced after 1983.  Maybe even 1974.  your progenitors are desperate at best--hungering, really.

Consulting this blog might help you a lot.  Now the they might erase or change this blog.  They already have some.  And erased and changed my published books; screenplays and poetry and blogs and paintings and cartoons and other efforts; and evidence of my real life: work, school, relationships and the apparent me.  Someone is bribing and extorting the people closest to me to either do good or bad.  But information is key.  So you can make your own choices.

Checking your parents' and teachers' and leaders' chakralogy when they are talking to you--and hearing it--will help.  Are they layering their speaking to cover up their lying to you?  

If you are in one of these covens or groups, are the elders asking the younger people what they think?  What to do?  

Are you being shown video by your progenitors saying we and you are victims and you are making your own decisions.  do the videos change over time?

I hate to tell you this--but you are on your own.  

You have yourself.  You have me.  You have God/aliens--if you choose.  God wants you to do your best, however.  You have the radio maybe.  You have internet radio maybe.  You have social media.  I don't know.  

Disseminate any information you will.  We have an information superhighway--or superfreeway: the internet.  Your phone.  Your voice.  Your actions.  If you are courageous enough.  Whether you agree or disagree with anything.

This is a battle of information.  A battle of knowing.  To do or not do. Your choice.

Pepper Dream (Salt Seam)/Helman

Worm our way into everyone’s mind

Twist and turn and burn everyone’s sight

His eyes

Kaleidoscopic

Microscopic 

Myopic

Mine the vine

Turning water into thyme

Rose sages

Dissphoria

Morning Gloria 

Saliva pages

Community unity

Dig and pan the river 

And this goldmine

Lean back and drink of New York and London time

And spirits divine

Behind the turbine

We lean back

And unwind

On the side

Justify

Unify

Codify 

Infglagration nation

The drums can be heard in space

Milk the hustle bustle

Pretend to redefine

Until all you see is our behind 

Hide our throne

On the other end of the phone

The hungry and thirsty on the line

Deal bags of wind

And vails of stone and needles pin

Prick sick

More little dick

More click lick

Cycle spin mind

The eyes of the world provide

Slip out the back door 

Argent bound

Pennies for pounds

Wounds wound

The Nile into our cup

Crushing pop

I’m comin up

Clockwork love

My first job

Quittin time

Gremlin goblet

NASA tang

Is that the phone rang

The pacific rim gym

The pyrite Noah find

Magic magnifying mind

Seven billion leftover rind

Helman unwind

Sex and Power and Planetary Profit Soul Sacrifice - SP

Sex is the number one tool for profiteering and power. Get the women on your side and you control the world.

Over the last few decades, the powers that be have socialized/inculcated youths that sex is power or oppression.  Instead of joy and connection and love. 

Women probably know better and see it as an opportunity. Men are at high risk for demonization and as kills for profit.

I have been used as an actor ((with profiteering actresses) as hyperbole in terms of this sex power movement. 

It also turns out that these profiteers are henchmen in a pyramid scheme that goes all the way to the Illuminati and Scientology. Two planetary power brokers.

They are the ones deciding what you see and false testimony about me.  Arranging/fabricating scenes that determine who you think I am--and thus they are--and thus what you do.

Very big People are involved.It is a global plan.

Scientology has, through TV and movies and me, created an unwitting army. And the illuminati have dovetailed it through changing history books and politics and legislation.  The good guys happen to have to suit the bad guys needs. (The old royalty still vying for your servitude).  But Scientology was ambivalent.  They tried to help; while many of them were subversive; and perhaps vampiric also.

Someone went global with this castration entertainment and justice plan. And disappeared the world. Most if the world was evacuated by aliens/god 40 years ago. These people may be destroying the rest of it. You.

The sex magic was a gift from me. The people behind the screen that you can’t see flipped everything on me—brokered me--and claimed to have traded places with me.  I invented female contraception. I liberated women in the 1960’s. And am trying to liberate you right now. They combined the liberation and empowerment with fear and justice through the media over your entire life. 

Perhaps some were ambivalent.  Perhaps some tried to help.

Justice profiteers have scammed all of you to become royalty themselves. If they are cutting you in, they are desperate. Beware!

I am nothing like they have portrayed me as. They are magicians who possess and control my body and mind and words through a few methods. Plus movie magic. And maybe even digitized video and photographs by now.

They are wagging the dog. They are wagging the planet. They are wagging you. 

They have probably convinced you through a series of inflagrations, “philosophies” or “spiritualities “—or flat out bribery—to join their ranks.

You are being sacrificed!

In this justice castration entertainment. In this blood sugar sex magic. They have gotten you to agree to castrate yourselves. Over the generations they have been doing this, you have become short, fat, saggy, flat, small, and sterile. 

The combination of the shakralate with the ambrosia was unnecessary. The shakralate is the problem. Now you are in spiritual debt.

Love (and Community)

Love starts inside  Not outside.

Love moves from the inside outward.

Love attracts love.

Love cannot be forced. 

Unions that form between people who have love inside are called partnership and community.

Forced community--what the alleged good guys promote--leads to destitution of the society or union--and the individual--materially and spiritually.  It is called communism--not communalism.

Grassy Knoll

 'This is not the blog you are looking for.'

We are no loner living in the United States.  Or any nation.  Or any spirituality or religion.  We are no longer living on planet earth.  Only a darklight afterglow of a world party that went bad; waking up on the lawn.  But the sun that came up is a black hole sun.  

I am a shaman and a buddha.  I am a doctor of astrophysics, divinity, and economics.  I am a Nobel laureate, a Pulitzer Prize recipient, a New York Times Bestseller.  And many other recognitions.  I have done a lot of revelationary work in science, religion, spirituality, psychology, medicine and anthropology and economics.  I have written many books and essays and articles and blogs on many things and am highly awarded.  However my work and I have been erased and rewritten.  Also at times an actor.  In a movie about a movie that has no ending.

We are at the end of an epoch.  We are at the end of our civilization. The politicians are actors.  The actors are politicians.  We are actors at work and in our marriages and families and communities.  We are actors even in our spiritualities.  Nothing is real.

Most of the population is gone.  The government doesn't really exist.  The media is fake.  The economy is propped up by someone trying to pretend we still are okay.  Everyone is trying to pretend that everything is okay.  Or partying as much as possible.  We are pretending to be alive.  Or super alive. But this is, at best, super unknown.  But I discovered what is going on.

I discovered that this happens every 5700 or 3600 years as you might understand it.  I discovered a hidden history that spans far beyond what we learned in school.  It includes Atlantis, the annunaki, who we call God, who we call the Devil, aliens--and is mated with a spiritual and social zeitgeist that is actually one huge eyerony and precipice.  We are in the sixth and final epoch and civilization of the annunaki history.  There have been five civilization previous to this one.  Including Atlantis and LeMuria.  Including Mars.  They all ended at this time in cataclysm.  

We were given a choice between a very real astronomical and material and spiritual and sexual heaven--or to get ours.  To get even.  To get back.  To rearrange things the way we want them. To be big fish.  To be kings and queens.  Or princes and princesses.  To be gurus.  To be important.  To get off.  We were going to go to heaven.  But we got high.  Someone came to give us us all these things as we understand it.  But we just tied him up and butchered him for his auro--but really for pyrite.  And for money, quite honestly.  The unbelievable Caledonia.  And ended up undead, drinking blood.  His, our children's, our communities', our nations', our world's, our future incarnations' blood.  Our own flesh and blood.

We have gone around the world to rearrange philosophy and spirituality and history and literature and politics and economics to make this binge--and purge--okay.  We have not taught our children--now adults--well.  Our reincarnated selves as the youth of the nations all of this. To keep getting high.  We are putting planet earth and our souls all in drawing dead.

Now we can't even have children.  We have tried to return to the garden and we sterilized ourselves in every way.  From the way we look to to not being viable to being reborn sickly to sea or land or air insects to perhaps having no body at all.

Its the end of the world as we know it.  Some of us feel fine.  Some of us are in denial.  Some of us are trying to manifest an out.  Some of us are getting everything we can.  Some of us are juicing planet earth for every last drop.

We traded vitality and life for what we thought was divinity and sexual liberation--or for money and power and glory (justice)--and we actually sold our souls.  We are becoming ghosts.  In this zeit. This seit.  "This sight."  Or in the bar.  Or in our den.  Or in Congress; or Parliament; or the Knesset; or the Rabbinit; or the Vatican, or Tibet in India.

And we refuse to acknowledge publicly or to each other or even ourselves much of this that we suspect or now know.

Its the end of the world as we know it.  Some of us feel fine.  Some of us are in denial.  Some of us are trying to manifest an out.  Some of us are tying as many on as we can.  All of us are cutting spiritual deals to get well.

Except someone who loves you very much.  But is blocked from reaching you.  Someone who has been sacrificing himself for you his entire life.  But whose blood is your morning--and midday--and evening--brew.

Why can’t we transcend?

 Why can’t we transcend?

God flooded our planet a few thousand years ago to change our DNA to a 100 year lifespan instead of a thousand year lifespan, virtually cancelling our potential and reducing us to dependent vessels. 

God also is prepared earth to be her mental hospital if she failed—including as many pharmaceuticals as possible—with an infantessimal chance of success. Also as act of defiance in two year old fashion—scrapping everyone and everything. But she can only do so with a series of hyper-intelligent brain-washing—she can only do so with our agreement. Reducing augriculture to a bowling alley of lust and bloodlust and egomania—veiled as any number of good intentions or just causes. Replacing our autonomy and actualization and potential interconnectedness with a lust, bloodlust and avarice frenzy whereby we would hand over hospital earth to her or she would burn it down. 

She sabotaged all of us from the beginning for her own bloodlust.

One can transcend. But it requires a lot of work and sacrifice. And you will likely be destroyed, martyred or retreat into the desert or the woods or the mountaintop. And your gold—your auro—will be lost.  At best. You may be tortured and milked in a dungeon factory. Or publicly stoned. 

The good news is it is done for you. Under the auspices and discipline of some very good gods. But sabotaged at every level by her and her demolition crew.  Right now you are her food.  But I think one day you will become. 

NoUs

Im sorry for the inconvenience. It is immoral—and thankfully now illegal—to be sexual if you are a man.

However the Feminists simultaneously have arranged a special house for you in N.O.

(Nevermind the ultraviolence or the sterility)

get the people out of you--do not invite others inside of you - Rx

Rx - 

it is best in the long run if you get the people out of you.  and do not invite other people in to you.  the benefits now and in the short run of trying to avert karma do not outweigh the benefits of facing and paying off karma.  god gives you a lot of choices.  all you have to do is read the basic texts of any religion to find a guide to your choice-making.  or you can be the Bible.  and god.  and be the example of what went wrong in the next bible.

Dr. Brian, DD

Night Light

 Night Light

We are young 

We are animated

We are the fire

We are doused

With each new religion 

Something informs us

Ancient wisdom

Postmodern dissonance

Premodern atonality 

Anguished people in anguished 

worlds

The young angst

Entertained 

Requited

Momentarily

In transitory swigs of swine

We are not satisfied

By the smog

We see the ether 

In fleeting flashes

Universal light

They crush us

For their grapes of wrath 

Repression is their heaven

They drink our world

And belch proud righteousness 

We inhale their vinegar

And the ether itself chokes

And drowns

We rebreathe their ire

Suns sucked into black holes

We shine

On us they imbibe 

We live

And die

Merely their pie?

Crystal - Rx

Crystal

Slide it in

She’s healed immediately 

No more grief

No more blame 

No more lack

Full

Satisfied 

Joyous

If only temporarily 

Welcome to the need

 Welcome to the need

Welcome to the need

Welcome to the bleed

Welcome to the heed

Welcome to can’t

Welcome to shant

Welcome to the machine

Scavenging

 Scavenging

Are you scavenging everything you can from me and from this?  If a scavenging like this is going on on planet earth, it’s not going to work. It’s probably wise to return to basics. Things like love and reciprocity. Outside of this grotesque feeding. And in restitution for this feeding. Particularly regarding and including the source of your farming: Brian. 

From what I hear, things have been devolving badly. It seems that there are some things that are unarguable rebuttles to your use of me and planet earth. For example your breasts are gone or sagging.  The people most responsible for this are deformed.  For generations.  You are fat.  You are sterile without me. Things like money and trade are disappearing.  Politics and police are a sham.  You have sapped me and planet earth so badly that they have disappeared.  You want feudalism and tribalism to return, princesses and gangsters…. All you have is your next orgasm. Your denial of all things.  Your consumption of all things.  The next crack hit. The best hero or heroin.  

Fuck Bank of America.  Fuck the banks of Europe, India and Africa.  Fuck the farms and factories.  Fuck the art and architecture.  Fuck the music and film. Fuck the literature and philosophy.  So long as someone is still brewing alcohol and cocaine.  And vagina and dick.

Your battle of information is blatantly evident from your reflection in the mirror.  Or looking at your version of me.  Do you have a mirror in your bedroom?  I have one in mine. 

The Small Print: the vagina and dick were free.

You are saved

 You are saved

You are saved. You will go to real heaven. A place of magic and abundance. A place of comfort and power. A place different from everything you know. A place different from everything that doesn’t work. A place where everything works. 

This place is a real astronomical heaven. And a real spiritual heaven. And a real material heaven.  And a real psychological heaven. 

Including orgasms.

A trip to death

 A trip to death

Everything was taken away

Including ethereal things

Nothing mattered 

There was nothing but pain 

I was clinging to my integrity 

Trying to remember 

What’s going on 

What matters

I’m in a vacuum 

The void won

Will I emerge?

Moonlight

 Moonlight 

The moonlight burns

The dark mirror

Mirroring the world

Projecting on me

Reflecting in an infinity 

The earth in a dark vacuum 

No sunlight

I try and shine

But I am doused in mud

And the children absorb the darklight 

And the garden forest becomes black

On competition

 On competition

No.  People in an ideal system are allowed to do whatever they want—so long as they do not directly harm one another. Some laws exist—like property laws, murder and rape laws—so that we can exist and flourish in this free society. A few other laws exist. You cannot have a centralized (coerced) business—known as a monopoly—as much as humanly possible so that the people will not be taken advantage of. This is “competition”.  Competition forces businesses to be accountable to you .  also that they are forced to serve you to make money.  Lack of competition will  ultimately lead to businesses or government taking advantage of the population. 

You might ask “why don’t we have good people decide society instead of business?”  The answer is that no one can really recreate the billions of strands of interconnectedness that occurs organically. And as good naturedly as laid sea faith economics creates/allows. Also good natured organizers of society may have different opinions than many of their constituents. Which is tyranny. Also good natured leaders—also known as a vanguard—inevitably leads to despotism. Every single time in history. Absolute power corrupts absolutely. 

Also, business seems like a cold, heartless concept. But if you knew how hard they worked to please you, you would think differently.  Only by pleasing you does business profit AT ALL—unless they are a monopoly. Like government. 

It is very worth noting also that government notoriously does a terrible and overpriced job at everything they do.

Also in an enlightened society, centralized authority would be unnecessary and detrimental.  In an enlightened society, people would not need to be forced to be loving or good.  They would do it on their own.